I'm in a pretty good mood today... not for any particularly earth shattering reason, just a few small things... I bought some good books at the sales today, my Sneaky Sound System files finally finished downloading, the sun is shining, etc etc. I should be frolicking on the beach, etc. Instead I am at home, cleaning up my house, sigh.
I decided, over Christmas, whilst free of internet and phone distraction, and pondering the year that has been and the year that is coming, that I do a lot of THINKING and not enough DOING. I have so many lists and things in my life: lists of things to do before I die, things to buy, things to see, books to read, music to hear, things to do to make the world a better place.... but they stay on lists, and never actually see the light of day. For the most part. I've always got good excuses - mainly time and money, the fact that I am tied to Adelaide by my career at the moment. I'm also beginning to run out of excuses - in 3 weeks I am going to be receiving my first proper paycheck - and a good one at that. Time and being in Adelaide will still be a problem, but only for another year. So for these reasons, I think I need to stop talking about living my life, and stop talking about changing the world and actually DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT.
So, on this topic, I have a book, which I have had for a while, called '365 Ways To Change The World' by Michael Norton. Although it pains me to admit it, it has also sat on my bookshelf, unperused, for the best part of a year. There has always seemed to be something more interesting to read, something better to do, some more valuable way to spend my time than actually reading this book and trying to put something into action. However, when I choose the books to take to the country with me for Christmas, I picked this up.. kinda thinking that if I had nothing else to read, then I would HAVE to read this book.... also, I think another part of the reason that I haven't taken the time to read this book, is because I know it will make me feel guilty about the way I live my life. Yes, I do small things, I recycle, I give money to charity, I sponsor a World Vision Child. I don't think I am a bad person. But I also know that there is a lot more I could be doing to make the world a better place, even in the small microcosmos of my direct world.
In any case, this is turning into a very preachy blog post, and I did not particularly want it to be like that, because I know I hate it when people try to hit me over the head with righteousness and the state of the world, etc etc. But, in short, I did read this book, and it did make me think that I can begin to make a difference, starting very soon, and that is really exciting to me.
The aforementioned book has something, some issue, to contemplate and action every day, and I thought that I would, beginning from the 1st January put the issue for that day up on this blog, as well as contemplating it myself. Now, I know that may blog is not exactly overwhelmed by readers (:p) but I thought that maybe if even one of you, my few lovely readers, finds at least something I put up interesting than I am making even a little bit more of a difference.
So that's it. Starting January the 1st, I am going to DO SOMETHING. It also means that I will have to update my blog daily, which should be a challenge.
In other, more materialistic news, I bought a book this morning called 1001 Albums You Must Hear Before You Die, which will only add to the ever growing list of books, music and films I still need to appreciate :p. I did a little towards this task though, by heading down to JB HiFi with my chrissy gift voucher (thanks Dave!) and buying Blue by Joni Mitchell, Exile On Main St by the Rolling Stones, Ziggy Stardust by David Bowie and Blonde On Blonde by Bob Dylan... all of which were in the BARGAIN BIN, so that worked out quite economically for me :p. I also increased the non-daggy factor of my CD collection by about 600% because for once I did not buy Avril Lavigne or Justin Timberlake, etc... (don't worry JT, I still love you, OK? We will talk about this later)
So, I am going to end this meandering and strange blog by reposting a list I just found on the CNN Screening Room Website, because lets face it, I have a lot of love for a good list. Even if it is not really related to a whole lot in this blog, at all.
The Screening Room's Top 10 Life-Affirming Movie Moments
(CNN) -- They might make you punch the air or bring a tear to your eye: this month on the Screening Room, we've picked our top ten life-affirming moments from the movies.
Our number one: Jimmy Stewart discovers life is sweet in "It's A Wonderful Life"
1. It's A Wonderful Life
(Frank Capra, 1946)
"Remember, no man is a failure who has friends." Perennial Christmas favorite "It's A Wonderful Life" sees habitual do-gooder George Bailey (Jimmy Stewart) pulled back from the brink of despair by wannabe angel Clarence. As Bailey embraces his life with joy, it's his friend's final sign-off that draws a sentimental tear from even the most stone-hearted viewer.
2. Spartacus
(Stanley Kubrick, 1960)
After the battle, Crassus (Laurence Olivier) promises to spare the rebel slaves' lives if they give up Spartacus (Kirk Douglas). In a stirring response, knowing that they are condemning themselves to death by crucifixion, they each rise with a cry of "I am Spartacus!" One moment's freedom has never tasted so sweet.
3. Casablanca
(Michael Curtiz, 1942)
A tense frisson of resentment ripples through Rick's Bar as the boorish Nazi officers strike up in patriotic song. But a command from Lazlo (Paul Henreid), a nod from Rick (Humphrey Bogart), and a rousing chorus of the Marseillaise sees the hated occupiers put firmly back in their place.
4. The Shawshank Redemption
(Frank Darabont, 1994)
In the harsh conditions of Shawshank Penitentiary, Andy (Tim Robbins) seizes an opportunity to lock himself in an office and broadcast a Mozart aria over the PA system. The heavenly voices shine light into the darkest depths of despair, bringing humanity to a place where there is none.
5. Saving Private Ryan
(Steven Spielberg, 1998)
"James -- earn this. Earn it." As the gunfire pauses, Captain Miller (Tom Hanks) implores Private Ryan (Matt Damon) -- and, by proxy, us -- not to waste a drop of life: the greatest of gifts is too precious to be frittered away.
6. Blade Runner
(Ridley Scott, 1982)
Roy the replicant's deep humanity comes to the fore as his last moments slip away. Rutger Hauer's lines on life's fleeting nature -- "lost in time like tears in the rain" -- are both provocative and poignant: has he become more human than the people who seek to hunt him down?
7. American Beauty
(Sam Mendes, 1999)
"It's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world." Kevin Spacey's closing speech inspires us to look at the world around us with fresh eyes, from the flaws in our loved ones to plastic bags caught in the wind.
8. Silent Running
(Douglas Trumbull, 1972)
"Take good care of the forest, Huey." Renegade botanist Freeman Lowell (Bruce Dern) blasts the world's last remaining plant life into deep space, with only a robot to tend to it. A timely reminder of how one man's actions can preserve life and hope.
9. Dead Poets' Society
(Peter Weir, 1989)
Mr Keating (Robin Williams) inspires his young charges to seize the day and throw off the shackles of their privileged yet stuffy school. We challenge you not to feel a lump in your throat when Todd (played by a young Ethan Hawke) and his classmates stand on the desk in spirited tribute to their disgraced teacher.
10. Victory
(John Huston, 1981)
"Come on lads, we can win this one!" Ludicrous yet rousing, "Victory" pitted plucky British footballers, led by Michael Caine and fortified by Pele and Sly, against a dastardly German team in a high-profile game that's weighted against them. Their plot? To escape during half time. But who wants to flee midway when there's a match to be won? "Victoire! Victoire!" chant the crowd.
I will have to contemplate this list a bit lately.... glurge worthy? Appropriately sentimental? I guess, like most things, and certainly any pop culture lists, it is very subjective. I know, for example, a lot of people who think the end of Dead Poets' Society is incredibly corny, but it renders true to me.. I can imagine being that moved so strongly by a moment like that.